bigot of the milennium - 6th. candidate

penang malay congress president rahmad isahak :- still no" original malays"in DAP CEC lineup.!!!. so now there are bumiputeras, malays, non original malays, mamaks, muallaf. only that bigots are everywhere. next there will be lay bi - a sikh malay??? kah, kah, kaaaaah.

bigot of the milennium - a very determined candidate

deputy finance minister ahmad maslan " when there is subsidy,no one thanks the government" hah, hah, haaaaaah hello, which planet are you from???, subsidy is only a word twisted by the government. it is the duty of the government to prudently manage ALL revenues of the nation for the benefit of the people. there is no such thing as the government subsidising the people. hope you understand this my dear deputy munster.

my dear wife - haj

inshaallah, my wife should be leaving for her haj tonight for a duration of 45 days. alhamdulillah, she is going to make it. on the other hand, i am unable to go as our very wise pilgrims organiser, tabung haji, has deemed me as an impediment to the smooth running of their haj operations. definitely i am disappointed but as some are prone to say, there must be a good reason for this. i am disappointed but a bit relieved as in my current condition,this pilgrimage would be tough for me. the time will be right in the furure, inshaallah.

bigots

before we get too far ahead of ourselves ,let us first try to understand the meaning of bigot. wikipedia defines bigotry as someone who as a result of their prejudices, treats others with fear, distrust, hatred, contempt,intolerance on the basis of the others ethnicity, religion,gender, sexual orientation, disability, socioeconomic status or other characteristics. not too bad huh??? nevertheless, i would be adding more candidates to our slate of bigot of the milennium as they appear.

SSP Walking teraphy

am still diligently performing my SSP Walking teraphy with not much quantifiable progress on my affected hand to date

bigot of the milennium- 4th. candidate

do not know who this guy is but we have a fourth candidate. deputy minister razali ibrahim:- only 5pct of malaysians involved in graft( that is over a million people). ha ha ha haaaaah. this is akin to goebbels testifying at nuremberg that it was only me and hitler who killed jews. just the latest example of the twisted warped mind of UMNO GOONS

malaysia - rampant corruption

yes, without doubt, corruption is rampant in malaysia

khalid samad - a genuine leader

khalid samad questions ban on ALLAH word to non -muslims. is this islam ala melayu. whilst all the UMNO LEADERS INCLUDING OUR DEAR PM HAS CHOSEN The "elegant silent" modus operandi with regards to this issue , khalid samad, my namesake has demonstrated that he is a genuine and true leader. shame on all the UMNO parasites and kudos to khalid samad.

bigot idiot???

can a bigot be an idiot too???. let us patiently wait for the first idiot bigot

bigots of the millenium- candidate no 3

deputy finance minister ahmad maslan :- govt not responsible for oil price hike oil prices are determined by global markets. ha ha ha ha ha, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaH, what a n________!!!!!

CHIN PENG - 10 ways to bring his ashes back

(1) get an incoming bangla to carry it . (2) pay a rice smuggler to smuggle it . (3) mix it with some tom yam powder sauce. (4) give it to an incoming thai prostitute disguised as spanish fly (5)rebrand it as al chin peng (6) smuggle into kelantan as budu (7) ANY IDEAS???

BIGOT OF THE MILLENIUM - 2ND CANDIDATE

MUKHRIZ :- PAKATAN DINOSAURS WONT ALWAYS BE AROUND. HAH, HAH, HAH. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AT LAST IT IS NOW POINTED OUT THAT THE BIGGEST DINO IS IN UMNO - ((((DINO M)))) HOW TRUE

SSP Walking teraphy

alhamdulillah, my walking now seems to be a notch easier and faster. most importantly areas under my armpit and around the shoulder socket are beginning to ache, inshaallah it should impact on my affected left hand.

pigas engineering

pigas is shortened for pipeline gas. except that the late DATO ALI YASSIN OF PETRONAS FAME REFERRED TO Us AS PIG-ASS, MAY HE REST IN PEACE. pigas was the best pipeline contractor ( bumiputera or otherwise that malaysia ever had). gas, oil, water, telecommunications, electrical pigas was the best.

abandoned - again

my wife has abandoned me yet again, the second time this has happened, the first time in 2001 when she demanded a divorce and i was stupid enough to accede. this time around , she wants to divorce again, but i have refused as this time around I fear allahs wrath as the koran has specifically said that divorce is one of the things that allah hate. so we are living separately, living alone is so lonely and i am merciful for the occasional visits by my children , although it is not often enough. loneliness is the curse on me , it is not the sex. what do i do???? what choice do i have????.no easy choices, so just focus on my haj and wait for death

death

bigot of the millenium, first candidate at last

IGP - cops are on full alert for return of chin pengs remains. ha ha hah hah hah. looks like a field day for illegal immigrants, or is it ???. cops : encik, ada bawa masuk debu ??? returning traveller : debu tak dak ada, habuk pun tak ada, bangla ada. cops: bangla boleh masuk,ok, selamat kembali , encik, ahem, bangla ada cukai, debu dan habuk tak ada cukai tapi tak boleh bawa masuk

chin peng hero patriot or traitor????

may the man rest in peace. facts(1) chin peng led an organisation that fought the japanese and british. (2) an organisation that kills people (3) an organisation that is deemed illegal ( no other organisation took up arms for our independence. our ruling elite chose the easy and comfortable way by travelling to london to have tea ( not teh tarik) and talk to the colonisers and colloborate where convenient. (4) he did not grant citizenship to thousands of aliens. there are many blurred lines here except for the fact that he led the CPM in the fight for independence from the british and created fear among the public. herewith, i am inclined to remain a humanitarian. the guy is dead, let him rest in peace . chin peng's shortcoming was that he is chinese, if he had been a bumiputra, he would have probably been lionised by now, given a datukship, and called the lion of sitiawan

bumiputra participation???

here we go again, and again, forest gump???when will they ever learn??? dear dato seri, this policy is not going to work. meritocracy is the only way. what you are doing will only lead to more rampant corruption and perpetuating the subsidy mentality of bumiputras to the next generation. we need a meritocracy-based system to make malaysia ultra- competitive in the globalised world

bigot of the millenium

lets have a friendly competition to choose the bigot of the millenium. in line with the governments just announced bumiputra policy, let us restrict entrance to only bumiputras. let the games begin

unintended consequences ,widening the goalpost - education

every UMNO education minister love to expound their nationalistic credentials and what a great minister they are, the former by implementing policies favouring BAHASA melayu(malay language), remember bahasa baku??and the latter by changing the rules, by widening the goalposts. being manmade and not well thought out of, these policies gave rise to numerous unintended consequences that has dragged down the nations development and confused several generations of malaysians:- to be contd.

widening the goalposts -bumiputra first

when race-based progression stumps merit-based progression, the preferred race becomes docile, lazy , pampered and ignorant, giving rise to a class of bumiputra contractors, who are reliant on government handout jobs and thus remain stunted and backward whilst the non-bumiputras had to use all their wit and intellect in securing non governmental works where the demands and rewards are many fold beneficial as compared to government works where corruption and inefficiencies are the norm. thus the first first unintended consequence is giving rise to a class of incompetents- so much for nation-building the UMNO way. how do you regulate what is a bumiputra company???, just documentation, which are easily falsified. give a bit of allowance to a malay or a bottle of whiskey to the indigenous sarawakans and sabahans and voila you have bumiputra directors and shareholders. the non bumiputras just use their god given brain to work smarter whilst the bumiputras are lulled by this very false patronage - and election after election these morons are voted in. pathetic!!! when i was in the Royal Military College, Sanusi Junid caMe to give a lecture, the gist of which is that the malay brain is the most expensive in the world as it is hardly used. i beg to differ, it is the UMNO MALAY BRAIN, not the malay brain. documentation - one year ago i met a chinaman who offered to come out with any documentation required, bank statements, audited accounts, etc.anything can be falsified in this internet age, yet our UMNO government bureaucrats still rely on documentation, piecies of worthless paper. see what is meant of brain not used.

shutting down of immigration deprtment

illegal immigrants, millions in malaysia. has the immigration department been sleeping on the job???. if so, just close the department and save millions of the taxpayers money!!. is it that simple???

A SAMAD SAID

PAK SAMAD, you are my man, i salute you, god bless you. what a man!! up yours to an ignorant UMNO MINISTER who needs lots of pampers ( full of shit).

may 13

some malays bashed some others, some others bashed some malays, UMNO says it is a chinese conspiracy, the opposition says it was a factional fight in UMNO to get rid of TAR. in kota tinggi where i was in FORM 1, it was another normal day, malays, chinese, indians school kids attending another school day , then playing in harmony, those were the days. it was politicians fighting and then screwing malaysia. this is what i will tell my children if they ask in light of the abscence of any independent historical record of this event that was a watershed in malaysia

SSP Walking teraphy

alhamdulillah, this morning there is a slight lingering ache of my affected arm from the socket joint downwards, inshaallah

death

for some, death is instantaneous, for others, death is not easy , some die young.my fathers death was quick, he complained of pain at the neck and died soon thereafter before being able to go to hospital, my father-in-law's death was quick too, heart attack, my mother -in-law endured along period of various ailments,diabetes, stroke, cataract,dementia, maybe alzheimer too, which is better?????. muslims believe that death is just another step in life on earth and on towards life in the hereafter. which option has been pre-ordained for me??? i am full of hope that it will be quick and to heaven, as hell will be truly hell as it will be full of UMNO members . I had led my life to the limit, pre-stroke,and this gift of stroke is the effect, payback!!so, balanced!!!, yin and yang, good and evil, black and white, this is the universal truth and tenet. dust to dust,tun, tan sri,datuk, rich or poor, death is sure

SSP Walking teraphy

after my last SSP Walking teraphy yesterday, as i was lying on the bed , then i had an aching feeling right across my shoulder blades, that lasted all night, it was not painful, just an aching sensation that seems to hover but never go away., inshaallah this could be a great sign but otherwise there is no other discernable progress. thus patience and perseverance with the SSP Walking teraphy every day onwards

widening the goalposts- unintended consequences

iam feeling very very sad today as i have this strong feeling that malaysia is heading to the dumping heap unless we find new leadership in this country. (1) NEP (2) EDUCATION (3) IMMIGRATION

bigots and mamaks -tanda putera

tanda putera - bigots will say that sabotaging it will destroy local film industry whilst mamaks will ask where is the mamak hero???

buddhists at surrau

it is a great shame that the proprietor of the resort was forced to demolish the surau. the man must be utterly exasperated and just want to end his nightmare. a shame that bigots forced him to act , the surau looks like a decent enough structure. where has common sense,give and take, compromise and resolutions gone to ????. it should have been engineering-wise easy to rehabilitate the surau to conform to whatever requirements required, or perhaps modified for some other use, maybe a madrasah, storeroom or cafe or something useful for the community, perhaps a home for the aged or homeless. STOP BIGOTRY, STOP BIGOTRY, STOP BIGOTRY

SSP Walking teraphy

different level of muscle pain in the early morning today, at the upper arm, something that i have not experienced in the last eight years, so inshaallah, sabar and tawakal

malaysian mavericks mr bakri musa

i do not know and have never met this guy but i totally agree with what he wrote in malaysiakini today, titled, mahathir a burden to the nation. great writing mr B.

live football

watching chelsea vs man united , i just could not help marvelling at the incredible leap of technology in my lifetime. my first live football was the 1974 world cup final between west germany and holland. this was watched via a very small black and white tv in the wardrobe of my dormmate, abu seyrey, now an ultra successful pilot with MAS. the tv was hidden inside there amongst his clothes to avoid detection by the authorities. Then , my first sight of a colour tv was during the stpoover in teheran on my way to grimsby, england for my A-levels in 1974. now, i just lie comfortably in my room and there it is, live football thousand of miles away right by my bedside, AMAZING.with the advent of Google glass, just maybe, live tv would be just a few cms away from our eyes soon.what did malaysia contribute in this ????, zilch

SSP Walking teraphy

no measurable progress yet. am still diligently doing my SSP Walking teraphy, supplication to ALLAH and waiting for ALLAH'S mercy and forcing myself to be patient and place my trust in ALLAH.

SSP Walking teraphy - PAIN

after my SSP Walking teraphy this morning, i had intense pain of the rotator cuff at the shoulder and all the muscles connecting to the hips, it is a searing pain just like a toothache. inshaallah, no pain no gain

genting bus crash

more deaths, another tragic event for the people whilst those in power spew the very same noises and those in authority starts to point fingers at others other than themselves and contradicting each other to cover their asses. ahhhh, same malaysia as ever, at least this is still predictable. meanwhile i am still awaiting the first utterance from malay bigots, what could it be???. maybe "serves them right for going to gamble "or maybe "the government should have special al-bus for genting trips"

khalida - my lovely daughter

SSP Walking teraphy

lots of muscles pain around the shoulder area after my morning SSP Walking teraphy today, good sign???

NEP

the NEP, it is my considered view that the NEP was the event that transform malaysia, the dividing event between the malaysia of my youth and the malaysia that we have today, the rise of malay nationalism and islamic conservatism in malaysia that have brought so much bigotry prevalent in malaysian society today fuelled by malaysian malay socalled leaders in their various guises for their own end

SSP Walking teraphy

a lot of pain in my back left sided muscles today which i hope will translate into some sort of recovery of my affected left arm in the near future, inshaallah.

malays, chinese , indians

spent the early hours of today after my prayers trying to reminisce as to when was it in my life that the differences between malays, indians and chinese were a factor in my life, matters to me, bothers me and when bigotry among the malays starts to surface. i could not reach any definite answer attributed to the fact that most likely the differences does not matter to me, i had led my life bliss in the assumption that we are all the same and never once has it made any difference to me, except latterly now for MAMAKS. which is another story all together. it was not until i was in secondary school(aged 13 onwards) in kota tinggi, johor that i first encountered the other races, 2 chinese boys, soh joo han and a geek whose name ended with tai or something, a sweet chinese girl of whom i had a crush on for a short while and 2 indian boys, one of whom was the headmasters son. race was never an issue between us, we were happily growing up in almost perfect harmony, each competent in something and cooperating whenever necessary, those were the days, no bigots, no dakwahs and ALL girls go to school in cute tight dresses without any headscarf. but , no mamaks that i know of, in my early years

bigoted politicians

a friend recently posted that politicians are like pampers that needs changing regularly, bcos....

buddhists at surau

in this episode, my initial reaction was "here goes the malay bigots again" however , upon viewing the video i am now more inclined to jail all the singaporeans buddhists who were insensitive to the quirks of others., they should be jailed. it is a wonder that thepakciks and makciks in sedili did not go berserk, it is not the fact that they used the surau but the fact that they brought in the buddhas idol which was prominently placed at the altar. however bigotry still surface from the socalled islamic advisor who threaten to demnolish the surau. hello brother, we look at you to bring leadership not bigotry, leadership as provided by malaysias chief buddhist who proferred apologies. tq bro.you are a true leader

malay bigots

how can you identify a malay bigot????. typically, they are unwilling to discuss or debate any points, blissfully entrenched in their bigoted viewpoints. secondly when it appears that they are flustered or cornered they will revert to what the malays called " merajuk", the english equivalent of sulking,but far worse as they would tend to stomp off with their mouth snouted like a pig.then, they will start to throw accusations at you of being unislamic and unpatriotic and love of other races, syirik, etc. that is a malay bigot in a nutshell. so when encountering them, just ignore them, soon they will give up , no stomach for sparring

fasting, EID

alhamdulillah, i had managed to complete my fasting.

EID

while most of the rest of the islamic world already knows when EID is, we in malaysia are still relying on looking at the moon to determine when EID should be. well, what can i say, only perhaps that in this one example,where malaysia is in every sense of the word

quran weekly

superb quranic gem, juz 28, today from ustaz nouman ali khan

SSP Walking teraphy,ramadan

am still religiously doing my SSP Walking teraphy, body aching all over, and my fasting is going well, almost EID now

ISlamic or malay or UMNO bigots???

SSP Walking teraphy

Am still pushing with my SSP Walking teraphy. there has been no major development except the realisation of the need to continue even when it seems that my knees would not respond, just push along, until the muscles starts to ache again, which is a sign that the muscles are working towards another step in rehabilitation, no need to worry about falling,you would not, after all, even if you fall the worse case is death, one is going to die anyway.so continue with the SSP Walking teraphy as the prize at the end of it is too great.

TRAINS

i love trains, or should i say that i love travelling by trains. my best train experience being riding around europe by train during my first summer university break in england in 1976,specifically an overnight trip from norway to italy. that long ago

anxiety

why is it that post stroke, i had become so anxious???

bribes???

i must confess that i have always been the briber but never ever the bribee, never had been in a position to be bribed.

flu

i have been constrained by flu since yesterday. is this just a normal run of the mill flu ?or is it a consequence of detoxification of the body due to fasting???

SSP Walking teraphy

alhamdulillah, at long last, the tingling has reached my arm, albeit only for a very short period. it all started after break of fast and as i lay on the bed after doing wudhu suddenly there was instant pain at the knee and the hip, which after a while subnsided and translatwed into the tingling sensation. thus continue with my SSP Walking teraphy and inshaallah one day it will be a prolonged tingling on my affected arm signalling its return to function..

SSP Walking Teraphy

am still remorsely doing my SSP Walking Teraphy so much that prior to going to bed my back muscles would be crying and aching. funny that. i did not know before that walking involves a lot of the back muscles. man, before you just walk. reminds me of the late Freddy Mercury of Queen, remember the line " BODY ACHING ALL OVER". nevertheless it is something to rejoice as it signals that the muscles are waking up and hard pressed to perform what it is suppose to do, alhamdulillah

SSP Walking teraphy

after i made another round of SSP Walking teraphy, the pain at the thigh and shoulder socket persisted achingly, thus signalling something occuring in those areas, being optimistic by nature, i can only have good thoughts of the near future

SSP Walking teraphy

intense pain on the thigh after breaking fast which eventually subsided during my sleep and recur when i woke up. great!!!!. something is cooking!!!!. the pain then transferred to the arm socket at the shoulder joint. could it be that at last something significant is happening to my affected arm?. inshaallah, just must continue with my SSP Walking teraphy. inshaallah, when the time is right, allah will grant me my wish!!!

SSP Walking teraphy

now entering into the tenth day of ramadan, alhamdulillah things going according to plan albeit with numerous challenges typical of satan, but a reminder of patience and ALLAH and koranic verses put paid to all these obstacles. my walking is slowly improving, now it is a matter of conditioning the muscles encircling and around the knee, inshaallah

SSP Walking Teraphy, ramadan

alhamdulillah, my fasting is going well, the regimen that i have adopted had helped to pass the time, zikir, crossword puzzles, listen to islamic lectures, watch documentaries and movies and my SSP Walking teraphy, so much so that by early evening i am able to sleep soundly and wake up around the time to break fast with my body aching all over , which is a very good sign that things are progressing , no pain no gain!!.

ramadan

alhamdulillah, successful first day of ramadan today

it is ramadan, again

alhamdulillah, ramadan is here again. ramadan is tough for me. no smoking ,eating, drinking and sex. this time around, i will do my best and ease the difficulties with Allahs blessing ,guidance, and help, inshaallah

SSP Walking Teraphy

it has been a month of SSP Walking Teraphy. i am not there yet but certainly my walking is marginally better and there has been occasions when there has been irregular spasm in my affected hand. so ,still some ways yet, i would say at least another 6 months. nevertheless, most importantly my mental state is much better,especially with my crossword efforts, hopefully keeping dementia away.

Islam - egypt / tunisia

great article today in bloomberg -" Islam did not undo democracy in egypt" read it my friends, great relevance to malaysia

8th stroke year

today is my 8th year of stroke affliction. alhamdulillah, i am still alive and slowly recovering. there had been so many lessons learnt, milestones and despair and desperation.

SSP Walking Teraphy

alhamdulillah, today my walking seems to be slightly faster and most importantly there is now some feeling at my shoulder blades area. i am very positive today, just continue with my SSP teraphy and patiently waits( a week, months, years, only god knows).

SSP Walking Teraphy

just maybe a microscopic improvement in the walking this morning, no development in the affected arm though. WTF, i am still alive, alhamdulillah.

SSP walking teraphy

did my first round of SSP WALKING at 3 am this morning, blissfully , it was great, very encouraging, another 1 week it will be 1 month of SSP teraphy walking, i am excited of the possibilities

SSP walking teraphy

i am still ambling around, walking infinitisemally easier and occasionally have spasms in my affected arm, although nothing of significance yet,i just have to soldier on

SSP WALKING TERAPHY

after almost 2 weeks of my SSP walking teraphy, alhamdulillah, i can feel another incremental improvement in my walking, inshaallah, greater improvement coming soon. lots of muscles pain all over my affected side, good signs that things are progressing.it would be interesting to see what 1 month of SSP walking teraphy would bring, man this is exciting

tq for U-TUBE

i have been watching at least 2 movies on u-tube, per day, of late. amazing portal,

losing the PR war

pre stroke, i was a rebel and non-comformist in my life, this was cute and fun then, but the downside is that it has led to reduction in my credibility thus always putting me on the losing side in any one to one confrontation. so, in everything i do now i would need a witness or matters documented. this should render useless any inaccurate slander and accusations thrown at me by bigots.

aji buk

mat kulop

mat kulop is the archetypical malay bigot character that i am developing, being a counterpart of LIAH tonggek

preliminary assessment of new walking teraphy (SSP).

i have coined my new walking teraphy as SSP( for small Steps, walk Slowly and Push hard. it seems to be working as , alhamdulillah,after 2 days, i have had muscle soreness all over my affected left side and most painfully i had a night of gums pain in my mouth, this morning it is all bloated and sore. something is happening, and being ever the optimist, i do believe that it has had a very profound effect on my muscles, for the better i hasten to say. so , this SSP teraphy will be my holy grail till the end of the year, this is my resolve now.updates will be posted regularly, god willing.

new walking teraphy

i have recently discovered, yesterday, that it is best to take small steps, move slowly and push downward as hard as possible. the result is that after a couple of hours the tingling feeling will approach areas where the muscles had lain in inactive mode for so long . even a few seconds of tingling is orgasmic.

crossword puzzles

yeah, i am now hooked on crossword puzzles. found a site with 40000 pages of puzzles, at a rate of 5 pages a day, this should be enough for a few years, now there is no time to get bored, 3 in 1, exercising the brain, improve my english and keeping me occupied. syukur alhamdulillah

just move

a slight improvement in my walking this morning. there is no other way other than just to continue moving and thump the foot on the ground, ignore the instability, just move, over time the ankle, knee and hip muscles should firm up,inshaallah. and although we might not feel it, every step should infer a slight improvement in the hand. so, onward i move

waiting for???

while waiting for either recovery or death, i have fallen into a daily cycle of eat, sleep, prayers, reading , surfing the net, physioteraphy,usually waking at around 2am and going to sleep at around 5 pm

liah tonggek

arrogance vs confidence

still recovering

i am currently still in the process of recovering, it is a long slow road, my walking is less stressful, easier but still a long way to go. the good news is that now there are more regular spasm in my affected hand. to anyone undertaking the same journey , my advise is keep moving,keep living, do not give up and have faith in god.

pru 13

vote forPAS , PAS all the way brothers and sisters

best intentions

despite ones best intentions, we let our life go off-track. that sums up my life previously

where i was in 9/11

i was not in new york, london or paris. i was in fact in MECCA on my first umrah in 2001.

, instrumentalisation of islam ,prof.tariq ramadan

prrofessor tariq ramadan - what an intellect, alhamdulillah, at long last i have managed to discover a living being who is able to touch my heart and awaken my soul in my search of the meaning of islam and understanding the various and numerous trials and tribulations that i have and still is going through, something that is a WORK IN PROGRESS - GREAT i have been waiting for the right moment to use that phrase.

my long suffering better half

what can i say??? she is the best wife anyone could ever have, seriously!!!

my mother is voting PAS

there is no need for me to analyse, ponder or crack my head on which faction is going to win malaysias impending general election, For the first time in her life my dear 78 years old mother is going to vote and she has provided me the answer. she is going to vote for PAS. that could initiate a snowball effect in her realm of formidable ladies of kg melayu kluang johor. so, just maybe, bye bye UMNO, no hard feelings, nothing personal, just business. 55 years overdue

expiation of sins

it took a long time, but now i understand and aacept this stroke that afflicts me, Allah loves me , thus allah is expiating my sins, which would shock my family if only they know, thus saving me from worse suffering in the afterlife, syukur alhamdulillah

boustead - rafizi ramli

i just love the way PKR and especially Mr rafizi is going about in dismantling bousteads deal with UMNO. very clever, strike where it matters, the rotten gains could/or is UMNOS election warchest ??, money plundered from savings of our gallant armed forces.kudos rafizi, as suggested i do hope you will run BANK NEGARA or better still, a TRUTH COmmission

Inabah - pak guru

inspite of more than 10 years devoting his life to his art, the pak guru still has his sense of humour and excels in banter in his morning breakfast sessions with very close friends and followers. i was lucky enough to join these morning breakfast sessions wherein one was able to glimpse the REAL pak guru, a man of intense devotion to his art, a man who enjoys his food and a very down to earth guy who enjoys the occasional banter,why in one morning i heard him cracking a joke, the malay version of the 2 siblings fighting over their mothers breast and whereby the father ended up dead, a joke that i had heard of before at the Lake Club. what a breath of fresh air???, compare this to many who has just immerse themselves in the depth of islam and whose only utterances are cannot, cannot and mashaallah., in order to just justify their islamic credentials, and became a bore to all .

how to handle bodoh sombong

i now badly, need guidance on how to handle people who are bodoh sombong, where before i would snap, the new me would just demur patiently, however, it is so difficult, i feel the rage in my internals. hpw do i let it out????

no pain no gain

whoever coined the phrase no pain no gain must have been afflicted by stroke as everytime i feel gripping pain after walking a little bit,i feel much better after the pain subsides with the feeling that i have gained some improvement in my walking recovery. this must be the main reason scientists still have no cure for stroke, this very truly amazing phenomenon whereby pain translate into meaningful cure.

inabah healthy meals

be it either fish. meat or chicken inabah meals as dished out by kak anis are always accompanied by a generous helping of vegetables, ulam and sambal belacan. very very tasty and healthy. fortifying these is mus and his rgt1 per slice of fruits. meals are good there

nanti sat

my slightly more than 1 month stay in kedah had the side benefit of making me understand the concept of nanti sat, which i now realise can mean 1 second or 1 year. bloody kedahans!!!

inabah gestapo

amongst the pegawai, 3 were of the over-zealous kind,

inabah teraphy

after 32 days in inabah i would hasten to conclude that the daily teraphy from 3am to 10 pm of mandi taubat, prayers and zikir are very good and effective, especially its minimalist assertion, none of the complexities that most have heard in other places, emphasis is on solat sunat and zikir, simple, although the early morning bath can be chilling

mahathir - punishment

i must say that i am overjoyed by all the various forms of punishment suggested to be meted upon mahathir. however, i personally feel that we should not waste too much time on this. i think the best thing to do would be to make barry wains book on mahathir part of the school curriculum, with updated chapters on the RCI. this will ensure that forever this vile man will be malaysia's bogeyman.i think that is more than enough

mahathir

the old man must be squirming now as a result of the sabah RCI, great

inabah -the shortcoming

if anything and with a heavy heart, the only shortcoming of inabah, it is the lack of leadership among the second echelon after the pak guru, the eldest daughter, intan,has her limitations and her husband, pak agung, lacking very much the social skills so abundantly possessed by the pak guru, and sadly below that, having to revert to ex-inmates as the so-called pegawai, very dedicated and god fearing individuals who are lacking in professionalism and training in administering a rehabilitation centre, but totally suitable, being cheap and wholly devoted in their jobs,

inabah

totaly cut-off, no communications it is the boredom that gets to me

inabah

i had a vision of a place ran by very devotedly religious soul and sessions of islamic philosophical discussions, a place much like in the movie shangri-la. alas it is not, it is a place that the pak guru had nurtured from nothing to a sanctuary with immense potential over a period of almost 20 years. Due to compromises made for the sake of economics and reality of life in this world, inabah falls short in various measures, nevertheless with some small adjustments, specifically of the mind, i can see inabah developing into a haven on earth for lost souls like me and the recovering inmates, of which there were around 70 at the time of my stay, malay muslim boys who unfortunately had deviated from the norm , had been punished mainly by imprisonment and who were now spiritedly endeavouring to return to the true path of islam. who unreservedly adulates the pak guru.

my inabah sojourn

i went with an open mind and came back much the wiser, again , it was patience, that had been my scourge,however crucial it had been in my career as a contractor, lack of patience had been my downfall. with this understanding and WMD, i am looking forward to a more serene life. inshaallah

my inabah sojourn

at the end of last year,i made a conscious decision to spend 1 month in inabah in kuala nerang, kedah, a rehabilitation centre for drug addicts,that embrace the islamic concepts of tasawwuf and thoriqat methodology,this with a view for me to get closer to ALLAH and to make sense of my life to date, before death renders it too late. alhamdulillah , i made it and now am back in klang valley under the protective bosom of my dear wife