my dear wife - haj

inshaallah, my wife should be leaving for her haj tonight for a duration of 45 days. alhamdulillah, she is going to make it. on the other hand, i am unable to go as our very wise pilgrims organiser, tabung haji, has deemed me as an impediment to the smooth running of their haj operations. definitely i am disappointed but as some are prone to say, there must be a good reason for this. i am disappointed but a bit relieved as in my current condition,this pilgrimage would be tough for me. the time will be right in the furure, inshaallah.