growing too fast

in my pre-stroke life, there were many instances where i had the good fortune to taste first things which my peers-contemporaries never dreamed of. case in point was that at age 26 i was already driving a saab car zooming around k.l. So, in my confinement, i have often wondered whether this stroke is another one of those instance, wherein i am experiencing something prematurely, something that should have struck me when older. looking on the bright side, i now know how it feels to be old and infirmed and when all the body, not just one side, deteroriates in later life, it would not come as a shock. i am mentally tuned to be infirmed and to death.alhamdulillah