staying alive

just finished my first morning session, thats no.148. looking out through the window, the day seems familiar to me, akin to those days pre-stroke. maybe it's a bit early in the day, the full impact of the sun has yet to show itself. nevertheless, i am feeling more certain that cure is very possible, inshaallah, just a question of time. and it occurred to me that an additional challenge for me would be to be just staying alive long enough before that day happens.how???, reduce smoking, keep busy and stay positive, look forward to what i can do and achieve, if cured. inshaallah!!!did all 4 sessions today making it 151 in total