home ceragem theraphy- walking improvement

walking, early this morning was a joy,my walking automaticity is definitely coming back,but i still need to be careful at each step. told my brain and body that even if there is a feeling of falling down, the body with the brain will correct the imbalance via some sort of mechanism that god only knows, alas, no fall so far. 152 sessions done by today. am looking forward to june, that is the 3 months mark of the ceragem home session, a period that everyone at ceragem subang jaya and also my sisters expect some major improvement in my walking, inshallah. 2nd july will mark my 5th stroke disabled anniversary, could it be that my walking will recover substantially by then???, inshaallah!!.i will definitely give it my best shot. my family ,friends, relatives, please pray/doa for me.

staying alive

just finished my first morning session, thats no.148. looking out through the window, the day seems familiar to me, akin to those days pre-stroke. maybe it's a bit early in the day, the full impact of the sun has yet to show itself. nevertheless, i am feeling more certain that cure is very possible, inshaallah, just a question of time. and it occurred to me that an additional challenge for me would be to be just staying alive long enough before that day happens.how???, reduce smoking, keep busy and stay positive, look forward to what i can do and achieve, if cured. inshaallah!!!did all 4 sessions today making it 151 in total

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how wonderful is the human body, truly it is a perfect machine perfected by allah. several times in my walking today, i could discern some additional progress. looks like the muscles around my lower limb right up to the ankle had hardened and lost it's elasticity as a result of the stroke. now that the rigid feeling have morphed into some semblance of plasticity, just maybe, continued walking theraphy will further improve the spring, inshaallah. finished 3 sessions already , waiting for fourth to make it 138 in total, 4pm to be on the blessed ceragem .

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4 sessions today alternating with my mother and sister ros, thats 143 in total.still walking with less hesitation but incredibly the last few days there has been more itchy feeling and involuntary movement of my fingers in my affected left hand and especially today, in my little finger. could the affected hand be at last waking up????. inshaallah. i just have to continue with my set routine and wait eagerly, what 3 months of ceragem theraphy will bring to me. no problem there as there is nothing else that i can do.

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done the 4 sessions today, making it 139 to date. when going for my ablution for asar, for a moment, my walking seems like normal, alas, the muscles and nerves are slowly normalising, need to train them on a very regular basis, so walking exercise must continue till matters really normalise.a very restless day today, flitted between reading"no hard feelings by ismail kassim, working on my computer and trying to sleep. damn the government meteorologists who said that by now the hot and humid weather should be over. don't be surprised if very soon there are requests for more advanced equipments by the meteorological dept. thats it, the malaysian way, blame the equipment not one's ineptitude. ahhhh, some things never ever change.life goes on, reading INGAT MAUT, scares the bejezus out of me. it shouldn't have, thats what loneliness drives you to . subhanallah, alhamdulillah, allahuakbar.

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4 yesterday and 4 today, thats 135 sessions to date.walking is easier as the hesitation to proceed is very much reduced.

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yesterday, i decided to try out a new walking regiment i.e. start out with the affected left leg. this morning walking felt better. so i will persist with this way for a while, 5 sessions to date , total 127

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did the regulation 4 today.122 in total now. weakness in the knee, will ceragem and walking overcome that ???? inshaallah

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118 in total now.yesterday was my most comfortable session. enjoyed the soothing massage on my back.

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did 5 today as bored, total now 110, pain at the affected leg today didn't stop me going for friday prayers, alhamdulillah

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completed all 4 sessions every day to date making it 105 in total. walking is certainly better and there is more movement in the affected hand, alhamdulillah

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walking felt easier and better this morning, then my whole day enveloped in gloom when my ancient handphone battery refused to be charged, so have lost use of the handphone, completed 3 sessions to reach the 100 milestone and awaiting the 4th for today, later.

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4 yesterday, 31/2 today. half as i had to attend to a call during the second morning session,that should round it up to97 in total so far, saving me 3 strokes writing here, don't need anymore stroke, one is more than enough, 2 would kill me. never thought i would say that as at golf my nature would be to hassle as many stroke as possible.anyway, body feeling heaty all day. is something rumbling in my body???inshaallah.something good!!!

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did 5 sessions today, boring sunday, total 89 1/2 sessions

home ceragem theraphy - feeling good

4 today, 84 1/2 in total. i feel good even though there is no significant improvement. could it be due to the fact that in this battle, my mother, sisters jamaliah, rosnah and brother khairul are solidly behind me and cheering me on, ,alhamdulillah. my wife??? don't know where!!!!wallahualam

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80 1/2 sessions. body aching all over, more confidence in walking, more aching and twitching in the affected hand, all good reactions, 1 month use coming up within 1 week. so far good, got to keep moving. inshaallah there should be some improvement. supplication to allah, healthy food, exercise and ceragem theraphy and a clear and stress-free mind , thats the trick.

home ceragem theraphy /death

761/2 done by today. what do i do about the wife??? divorce her???, god would not like that. slap her????, not fit enough to stand steadily. love her???, did before, was humiliated.looks like i am stuck with it till i die.

home ceragem theraphy /death

4 sessions yesterday and finished 2 of morning today, thats 721/2 sessions so far. walking with more confidence, though at times feel that nothing is holding up my knees, this feeling used to be at the ankle, but continuous walking exercise overcame that, so could it do the same to the knees, and after that is it at the hip joint???. inshaallah, we will see, after all the whole body is 1 complete system, structurally held up by our muscles, any doc out there who disagree??? or can confirm my observations????, finshed afternoon session, thats 74 1/2 to date. dr mark greene of er, one of the very few tv programmes i loved, passed away at 38 due to an inoperable brain tumour. so sad, some days i feel that it is my turn. a sad ending for me it would be, many things still not resolved, chiefly , my so-called wife. parallel with mark here, let down by incompatible wife.i can relate to him, dying in sadness

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66 1/2 sessions down, 4 today. walking is certainly better, with more confidence. inshaallah, lets pray and doa that within a few months, say 3, walking would be pronouncedly better. inshaallah, allahuaknar.

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no posting yesterday as busy day with visitors, 4 sessions yesterday and 4 more today, thats 62 1/2 in total. mentally, i feel good, physically, there should have been some miniscule improvement. am excited as to what 3 months of this ceragem theraphy will do for me. could i walk like before???. or is this going to be just another disappointment,
considering the way things have evolved so far, i can only look on the bright side i.e. things can only get better, i reached the pits, the absolute bottom, and have a mountain to climb, but what a view if i reached there, inshaallah, alhamdullilah, allahuakbar.

preying on simple minds

again again, the khutbah yesterday, made me uncomfortable, subject being harta wagaf. the sermon that it must be handed over to mais. what the????. nothing wrong, but is mais transparent in its dealings/operations. is its financials open to scrutiny.do they even publish annual accounts???? or they ramble on to put trust in them. not on my nellie!!!!

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3 and a half sessions today making 54 1/2 in total, half for the second session as i had to stop midway to attend to a guest who came by. in the evening, whilst sitting in front of the tv, the middle finger of my affected left hand twitches several times, alhamdulillah, the connection is now established, need to strengthen and train it, inshaallah.

PASSED 50 SESSIONS

JUST FINISHED MY MORNING SESSIONS, THAT MADE IT 51 sessions SO FAR.does it work???
my verdict is that not on it's own, together with good diet, exercise, loving care from family members and supplications to allah, yes it work and i would recommend it to anyone who ask. nevertheless, it's a long haul,no instant cure like maggie mee, it would be at least 3 months before any major improvement. thank you ros, khairul, maiyah and my mother. wife????, don't know where-lah

49 down

thats 49 sessions on the ceragem done to-date-perhaps,inshaallah, by the 50th session tomorow, i shall provide a wrap-up of it's efficacy or otherwise

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3 sessions so far today, thats 44, waiting now for the last one, sharing it with my mother, 45 total to-date

41 sessions to date

inshaallah, any improvements are infinitisemal daily, so i will just plough on, considering that i have the bed at home, upside:- things can only get better, downside :- it's going to be slow