Saturday, July 11, 2009
unusually tired, dah tua???
i have been feeling extraordinarily tired the last few days, as freddie mercury says" body aching all over" what could be the cause?, as i haven't been extraordinarily active considering my incapacity. has old age sets in???.death doesn't scare me, but having to lead an old invalided life does scare me, because it's such a pitiful existence, incontinence, memory loss, wearing pampers, teeth falling out, now i feel helpless, there's nobody to accompany me on this journey, my wife already gone into her own fantasy world, perhaps to escape the agony, that has always been her way, escape, run away, never one to face the inevitable, that's my dear wife. i can't!!, there's a lot of unfinished work, especially with regards to ensuring to a certain extent, that all my children have a secure footing to start their adult life.that's my goal and duty, inshaallah, ya allah, please give me the strength.
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