family

is the institution of the nuclear family overrated?. we dedicate our life to ensure our wife and children have a comfortable life and surely it's not too much to expect from then kindness and love in return especially when one is sick and ill. it has been said again and again that god knows best, yet i am in this rut, is it because when god gave me the opportunity to make good and permanent a split from my other half, i in turn look at it as a calamity. looking back i should have grabbed the opportunity with both hands and created a new life or a new nuclear family. is it too late? what has god in store for me? this disable episode has most certainly jolted me from my stupor. i am eternally grateful to god for giving me this chance to redeem myself in his books,
now i at least have some bekalan to bring with me to the hereafter, is that what this is all about?