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5 yesterday, 4 today so far, total 233. strange day today, woke up 20 minutes late after suboh and could not feel anything in the bottom half of my affected leg, proceeded to walk and reach the cafe per normal, a few more of the watermelons are dead, had breakfast and continue with my ceragem theraphy. what does all this mean???, are things sliding backward or have the muscles in the bottom half reached a plateau of aching and now just needs more conditioning???, i certainly hope so, inshaallah. no wonder there is the qada and qadar, there is only so much we can explain via logical thinking, many are there things that are in allah's realm only.i surrender to allah,whatever allah deems and arranged for me must be for my own good, allhuakbar !!!