my dear wife

i have previously refrained from what i am about to write now, out of shame. in my earlier life, my love for her was unremitting,why,so much so that when she decided to leave me in 2001 i went gaga. now, after remarrying in 2005, i just couldn't believe that at one time my love for her was unequivocal and mind you , in conversations with my helper there is only 1 conclusion to the question of what sort of man would marry a stupid woman, very obviously only a stupid man. man, that hurts. i went into the marriage both times with both eyes open, theres nobody else to divert the consequences of the act of folly,except to yours truly. if ever there is a club for married dumbo of the century, i would be in the front of the pack. my advise to young people now is that if you ever have to marry, for god's sake do marry someone of equal intellectual substance, why even the koran tells you not to marry for show but marry for substance. unbelievably thats how stupid she is and will ever be , no amount of conferences, seminars, workshops or laptops unfortunately will ever change that. what to do??? best thing is to gripe in your own blog like i am doing now, its free and somehow quite satisfying. forget all thoughts of divorce or finding another one,it's just too much hard work, life's continuous and endlessly moving threadmill has no edit button, just stay on the treadmill and wait for the end or better still, turn unequivocally to god, after all heaven is the only salvation wherein all those nifty virgins are promised you.now, thats a wonderful thought to go to sleep with after an especially heavy day, good night