my stroke

it seems that on the evening of 1st.july 2005, the combination of whisky and durian i had during the day must have zapped my brain thus shutting down my left side control,then my inactivity for six months must have atrophied the muscles. now its to regain back use, almost there in walking, must walk everyday for the rest of the year and doa every night that allah will forgive me for my past drinking and then restore the part of the brain that controls left sided movement, allahuakbar!!!!!!