Sunday, October 22, 2017

AZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ RAHIM??

in the year 1999, through the great efforts of my good friend, arwah dr norzan yusof, my company, pigas engineering sdn.bhd. manage to secure a rgt5oo million civil works contract to build the ampang hospital.being unfamiliar with civilworks at that time, i invited dr norzan and a cousin of my wife, one iqbal feiruz khan to be shareholders in my company. by mid 1999 , iqbal got greedy and lodge a police report that i have been siphoning money from my company. he paid azeez rahim to have me charged under CBT. i was, called in by the shah alam police, handcuffed and put in jail. all these as iqbal paid azeez rahim to act against me. it took me 2 years to have the charges dropped , by which time i had spent afround rgt 5 00,000/- . so azeez rahim was responsible for all my musibah.

Monday, October 9, 2017

IHSAN, MY SECOND SON AND BATIK ARTISAN

KHALIDA, MY ONLY DAUGHTER AND CARTOON GENIUS

DR. ISKANDAR, MY ELDEST SON

iskandar is travelling to sydney australia tonight to attend an anaesthetics conference for which he is focused on being a specialist, by 2019, inshaalah. iskandar is a great son , who has sacrificed many things in life due to MY failures. he is taking great care of his siblings, is still unmarried at 34 years old , lives simply,holds a steady job and has no bad habits. syukur alhamdulillah. he will be in sydney for a week and has agreed to take a selfie by the opera houser, for me,

MY MALAYSIA MERITOCRACY SIDELINED

EDUCATION IN MALAYSIA

EDUCATION IN MALAYSIA HAS BECAME A GOLDEN GOOSE FOR UMNO CRONIES

KHALIS , MY FOURTH SON

KHALIS IS MAKING A NAME FOR HIMSELF, HE IS JUST BACK FROM KRABI THAILAND, THERE FOR A DEBATING COMPETITION , WHERE HE REPRESENTED THE ISLAMIC UNIVERSITY OF MALAYSIA . WELL DONE SON

IKHWAN

MY THIRD SON , IKHWAN, HAS GONE BACK TO LEIPZIG GERMANY TO COMMENCE HIS THIRD AND FINAL YEAR DEGREE IN PHYSICS. HE WAS BACK IN KUALA LUMPUR FOR A 2 MONTH SUMMER HOLIDAY. HE HAD A GREAT HOLIDAY, MEETING OLD FRIENDS FROM HIS COLLEGE, THE BRICKFIELDS METHODIST COLLEGE, CLIMBING UP MOUNT KINABALU WITH HIS SIBLINGS AND A WEEK TRIP TO MANILA PHILLIPPINES WITH HIS MOTHER AND BELOVED SISTER KHALIDA. IKHWAN IS DOING GREAT IN LEIPZIG, . HE MANAGED TO SECURE A GREAT JOB AS A TUTOR , LECTURING HIS JUNIORS , GETTING PAID FOR IT, ESTABLISHING HIS MARKER FOR HIS FURTHER DEGREE. I WAS SO SAD SENDING HIM OFF LAST NIGHT AT THE KUALA LUMPUR INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT FOR HIS FLIGHT ON TURKISH AIRLINES. I WAS ALSO HAPPY BECAUSE DEEP DOWN I KNOW THAT IKHWAN IS ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF AND FLOURISH IN LEIPZIG. SOON HE WILL FINISH HIS DEGREE AND PURSUE HIS PHD. MOVING TOWARDS ACHIEVING HIS ULTIMATE DREAM, WINNING THE NOBEL PRIZE.

danger

currently, i am going through a very dangerous phase in my life. i am beginning to question the existence of ALLAH, triggered by lack of improvement in my sustenance and health. however, as of today, i have not gone any further than that,primarily because there is no one else who can offer me improvement in my sustenance and health. so, i will continue with my supplications whilst not expecting anything. just wait for death. thats my best modus operandi for now . it has been more than 10 years since my afflictions and musibah.for the past few years, i have prayed, fasted, zikir, doa ,etc but i am still infirmed and lacking in sustenance. thus where is ALLAH, why is ALLAH IGNORING ME? WHY OH WHY???