plodding-on with the ceragem teraphy. my mood is swinging from great to morose, great as i have read a great book entitled "bila ALLAH menduga kita" wherein it s again emphasised that very suffering will end and that each suffering will translate to the erasing of a sin. so my thoughts turn to the possibility that the longer my stroke recovery takes, then perhaps my sin slate would be wiped clean and the hikmah for me could be, inshaallah , a place in heaven. what a thought????. then of course reading malaysia today and malaysiakini , my mood would swing 360 degrees to the extremity of utter concern for this country and directly my childrens future, these UMNO and MCA goons are playing a dangerous game and unfortunately for malaysia, the PKR mob are no better. why, my eldest and youngest sons are talking of migrating to canada, good for them... the book, best of all, offers me a way to "iman", bersyukur and bersabar, ie.thanking god at every turn and patience. thats the way to do things. these thoughts provide me a measure of inner peace, alhamdulillah, i sleep better with these thoughts swirling in my mind.