still walking

every morning and afternoon, i am still doing my 1 lap around the house. the most noticeable change is that there is no more wobbling. i read somewhere that one needs to walk a few million steps before the walking automaticity sets in. looks like it's going to take a few more years to reach that milestone. well, i have the time, i am not in a hurry to join the rat race, get caught in traffic jams worry about car maintainance, petrol, tolls,hurrying for appointments, rushing to play golf , lake club is totally out of the question, the challenge is to keep myself busy and manage egos of people i interact with. this last part is the most mind wrenching and depression does set in from time to time, especially when there is no response to my sms and e-mail initiatives. must learn to manage this!!!!. how???. cut off the link or just utter inshaallah or keep persevering????, maybe have a checklist, persevere first, if fail 3 times then only cut off.that should be the SOP.!!!!