spring in my affected leg

this morning walking exercise was phenomenal. at last i can feel the spring in the leg, alhamdulillah, inshaallah, i do believe that it is now a matter of continuing my walking theraphy, soon there should be some semblance of my previous walking motion.there is also more activity such as pins and needles, muscles aching at the shoulders,in my affected hand. i do believe recovery is in process. just time now. when.?. only allah knows. ya allah, please give me the strength and the will to continue.

BORN AGAIN????

i have this feeling that all the musibah in the first decade of the 21st. century is to cleanse me of all the bad things in my previous life before the major hikmah descends on me. inshaallah. lets wait patiently and hopefully there is more to report in the near future

latuks????

just curious???, how many datuks are there in the country???, the whole country seems to be infested with them.is it that easy to get one???, show the money, frump.., tomorow you are a datuk. when, i wonder would tan sris and tuns be up for sale/ auction???. no, not that i want to buy one, bo-fuluslah. just wondering where this country is heading.i guess, it would be easy to come up with some new titles, i got it, how about we have a nationwide competition for these awards, the winners will get the first one,suggestions, perhaps, kawan, macha, or how about taikor???cannot-lah, the whole country's male population is already either one of these., watchout, this might not be too far fetched, when all these latuks wakeup one morning and then find that everyone in the local pasar is a datuk, they will comeup with some new award schemes, just wait, i would wager 10cents that it will happen in another ten years from now.

egos bigger than bums

when egos are bigger than bums, it's a sure indication of?????????????????

still walking

every morning and afternoon, i am still doing my 1 lap around the house. the most noticeable change is that there is no more wobbling. i read somewhere that one needs to walk a few million steps before the walking automaticity sets in. looks like it's going to take a few more years to reach that milestone. well, i have the time, i am not in a hurry to join the rat race, get caught in traffic jams worry about car maintainance, petrol, tolls,hurrying for appointments, rushing to play golf , lake club is totally out of the question, the challenge is to keep myself busy and manage egos of people i interact with. this last part is the most mind wrenching and depression does set in from time to time, especially when there is no response to my sms and e-mail initiatives. must learn to manage this!!!!. how???. cut off the link or just utter inshaallah or keep persevering????, maybe have a checklist, persevere first, if fail 3 times then only cut off.that should be the SOP.!!!!

managing egos

i am a malay. my wife and children are malays. i live in a village full of malays, governed by malays. i am determined to change the malay mindset, so the first thing i will do is that as and when i encounter the malay malaise in my daily activity , i will post it in this blog and would invite all readers to recommend suitable remedies

alhamdulillah!!!

i got it now,today, what it is all about are managing egos.

LATUKS HERE, THERE, EVERYWHERE.

HOLY COWS!!, HOW MANY LATUKS ARE THERE IN MALAYSIA, THEY SEEM TO BE EVERYWHERE. CAN ANYONE TELL ME???
OLD TAN HAD A LATUK, HIS LATUK MOOED HERE, MOOED THERE, GOT HIM AN APPOINTMENT, THATS MY LATUK. STOOOOP. NO!! NOT BY A LONG WAY , AM I JEALOUS, MAYBE SOME OF THESE LATUKS DESERVE THEIR BADGE OF RECOGNITION. IT'S JUST SEEMS TO ME THAT THIS HONOURABLE TITLE HAVE BEEN DEVALUED OUT OF PROPORTION. EVEN GANGSTERS ARE NOW DATUKS, MY DESERVING DATUK FRIENDS SURELY DESERVES BETTER COMPANY THAN BEING LUMPED WITH A LOT OF THESE ????????.

classes

what does classes signify???. isnt it a place where you go to gain knowledge????. knowledge!!!, not know edge. are the batik classes, the so-called production line batik classes now ran by some chinky firms in kl batik classes???. i dont think so. perhaps they should be rebranded as batik rip-offs. my classes will be different. it's to expose the young to the art of making batik and teach them the intricacies.inshaallah.
sorry guys there is no quick way to learn batik, it takes time , dedication and lots of interest. there is no short cut. you can drop some wax on the fabric and conteng within 5 minutes, but hangon thats not batik!!. thats contenging.