recovring from stroke

had my third anniversary on 2nd july 2008, it's been three years since i was afflicted. although there have been signs of recovery, full recovery seems elusive, maybe never, i am slowly accepting this fact, the therapy is to keep myself busy, inshaALLAH, hopefully time will fly by, albeit productively. am now forcing myself to walk/wobble when inside the house. i now berserah kepada ALLAH, in whatever his plans for me are. hikmahnya memang ada, i now pray regularly and hardly miss my regular prayers, next is puasa, hope i can make puasa a habit. maybe one day,ALLAH will look at me and perform his miracle as he surely can