the property conspiracy part 1

it all started with the mamak's multimedia super corridor

the MSC property conspiracy

impatience

the lack of patience was my achillies heel, either impatient with my first employer, petronas, or in executing my projects when i was a contractor, or in my personal life. all these acts of impatience was to cost me dearly. thus my current education in patience is very timely and would be the best for me. as in every learning, it is painful, but i must see the trees beyond the forest and look at the light beyond the horizon, alhamdulillah

every day, i am still plodding on in my stroke recovery effort.walking in my compound and house, just ignoring the muscle pain and pushing as hard as i can. certain days despair sets in, then it is time to vary my walking route in the believe that change will offset the boredom and despair. i cannot give up, must continue my established routine till either i suffer some debilitating injury, die or inshaallah more recovery.
alhamdulillah, my walking effort now seems easier and there are some minor stirrings in my affected leg. again, patience seems the key. i am now utterly convinced that this stroke is a gift from ALLAH in teaching me patience. i must have been a very very impatient person before this necessitating allah interference towards building me into a better person. alhamdulillah. i can now see the virtues of patience. it is a much more valuable weapon than a nuclear bomb.prestroke, i was in the construction industry for ten years, where speed is the essence and i was prone to be proud of how many pipes i can lay a day. so, learning and accepting the virtues of patience is very very hard the slow lumbering ways of the kampung folks, although extremely frustrating, has an upside. these folks know patience or has patience afflicts them due to their station??. since young, the saying that patience is half of faith, has been reverberating within my sphere. only now can i truly understand it's significance thus, patience is now my weapon.i must learn and grasp it .

instant maggi noodle

bless whoever invented instant noodles, some japanese guy i believe. thanks to instant noodles, i now do not go hungry at lunch and dinner time when madness afflicts my wife and she refuses to cook , alhamdulillah

lunch and dinnerless

for sure now, my so-called wife has abandoned her responsibilities to me and the chldren. many a day we go without either breakfast, lunch or dinner, even after money was given to her to buy groceries.it begs the question of who chased away the maid, bibit. it was her in a moment of madness.ya allah, why???

reaching 55

well, i made it to 55 today, alhamdulillah. there are millions who never reach 55. i am feeling lucky, inshallah , i hope to make it to at least 65.