the times they are a changing

in the more than 10 years since my stroke, the world has undergone major radical changes in a way that as I am approaching the end of my time on planet earth,the world ,I hasten, will be unrecognisable from the one that I ,lived in prior to my stroke. this new world is both exciting and daunting. the question I constantly asked myself is are my children prepared for it? and will they flourish in this future " NEW WORLD?"i believe and am convinced that the answer to both is an absolute YES.herewith are some events that needs pondering:- trump will be president of mighty USA. BOB DYLAN has won the NOBEL prize. driverless and electric cars will are a reality. uber?? AirBNB? google's queue buster ISIS? chinas migration to south east asia/Africa??? nighclubs closingdown globalisation and its decline? whaT world will the milennials live in?? I predict those espousing efficiency, deplores bigotry, and a simpler, honest life will flourish nothing to worry about, as mufti menk , my favourite preacher said, ALLAH created us, ALLAH WILL TAKE CARE OF US, BUT WE MUST USE THE BRAIN THAT Allah HAS CONFERRED US AND MY SISTERS POSTING, ALLAH NEVER TELL US TO WORRY OR STRESS OURSELF, TRUST ALLAH GOOD NIGHT

infamous last words

guess who???? Iwant a divorce, I have met my soulmate!!!! I dont have to go back to kluang anymore!!!!! guess who?????

the rise and fall of the malays

alhamdulillah, my third son is safely back from leipzig , germany for his summer holidays, yeah, prof. ikhwan is doing great, syukur alhamdulillah, when asked of what is great about germany and especially leipzig, his instant answer is that there are not many malays and mamaks there and best of all, no UMNO. sounds like heaven on earth to me, mashaallah

my nephews haris and hakim

to my nephews haris and hakim, i am very very proud of both of you having memorised 30juz of alkoran. move aside mufti menk and nouman ali khan, here cones hakim and hariz. watch out world!!

khazanah scholarship

syukur alhamdulillah, my youngest son, khalis, has secured a khazanah scholarship, only 5 out of 11000 applicants. he will study law in UIA, I AM SO PROUD OF HIM, SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH, ALLHUAKBAR

roselle extract

Since 20th. october last year(2015), i have introduced to my body juice extracts from the roselle plant, 1 cup before breakfast and another one cup before dinner. the tally as of today(23rd. april 2016) is 234 cups . there were days missed consuming it, almost entirely due to my extract stock having ran out.

i lost the PR battle

STATE OF MY LIFE

it seems appropriate tonight to take stock of myself , past, present and future.it is coming to the eleventh year of my stroke . whilst i have recovered to some degree,i.e. i can now amble to anywhere i want, albeit at a very much reduced speed, but the point is i am mobile up to a safe distance of say 30 feet . i still cannot use my affected left hand.thus it would be safe to assume tonight that i will not fully recover , will not be able to walk and use my left hand like before. oddly pre-stroke, i was left handed. only a miracle can restore my physical ability to before, regrettably i am not a robot or PC, THUS NO CHANCE OF REBOOTING, AND MIRACLE ,ALTHOUGH VERY MUCH SOUGHT AFTER, IS HIGHLY UNLIKELY AS THOSE PARALYSED AND very VERY PIOUS FOR EXAMPLE, THE PREVIOUS INDONESIAN PRESIDENT GUS DUR AND PATRON OF INABAH, PAK, FORGOTTEN HIS NAME,EVEN THOUGH VERY VERY PIOUS NEVER RECOVERED THEIR FULL PHYSICAL ABILITY. SO, HAVING ESTABLISHED ALL these, what does the future hold for me . reality,:- i must accept that my active participation in life in this world is over, just have to make the best of what i am able to do:- i am able to eat, shit, talk, think,sleep use my PC AND HANDPHONE. and be nice to everybody. do not create any conflict, no stress,.i must now prepare for death and the life hereafter. preparing for death:- nothing much to do here as i do not have any asset to pass down to my children or donate to charity. only thing i have already advised my eldest son to set aside rgt 2000 for my burial and funeral, which i believe he has done so. preparing for life hereafter:- the obvious target is to go to heaven, from the countless lectures that i have heard, i stand in good stead here as all the calamity?(tests) that struck me was ALLAH'S decree of cleansing my sins, and everyday i prayed the repentance prayer and ask for forgiveness from ALLAH at least 500 times .so the thing to do is just to continue all these , prayers, zikir and supplication till the day i die. how will i die?? it really is not important as there is nothing that i can do do hasten or avoid it. it could happen anytime, anyplace. but my assesment is that it will be lung cancer. must add the supplication that i die in the condition of islam and with minimal pain. so thats it, my children, siblings , relatives, friends, wife, ex wife, ex girlfriends, ex everything,INSHAALLAH SEE YOU IN HEAVEN.

foreign workers

i have had experience employing foreign workers in my old company, pigas engineering. for each project we would be employing around 50 foreign workers, normally made up of half indons and half banglas.i have fond and good memories of these workers impressed by their sacrifice of leaving their homeland and coming to malaysia to earn a living. i make sure that they are well treated and it pains me when i hear of foreign workers being mistreated. these are fellow human beings, i pay them well and even promoted one each of an indon and bangla to be site superintendents and reward them with a jeep each. however the situation now in malaysia is alarming, millions pf them, while thousands of malaysian youths and graduates are unemployed, this is not sustainable. it just breeds corruption and is bad for malaysia, F UMNO , F THE GOVERNMENT

mercenary bloggers

radical islam and me

my bucket list

whilst sitting on the toilet bowl, just now,oddly a question arises in my mind, what would i want to do before i die?strangely, nothing.i have dome most things in my life, hankering for days gone by does not count as had done it, best just to retain the fond memories as next time it my not be the same or ,maybe worse

my stroke recovery

whatsapp postman, forwarder

ISLAMISATION OF BUSINESS

islamic hospital, bank,supermarkets, kindergarten, schools, houses, business, islamic trolley. bodoh betul

SCHOOLS OF MY YOUTH

NAJIB VERSUS MAHATHIR

ON THE SURFACE IT SEEMS THAT NAJIB HAS WON. WHEN MAHATHIR STEPPED DOWN as prime minister, he never really gave up the real powEr, which lies in being the president of UMNO,the poWEr lies in whoever has the keys to UMNO BILLIONS . THE KEYS WERE NOT HANDED TO BADAWI AND THUS NOT TO NAJIB. MAHATHIR HELD ON TO THIS POWER AS HE INTENDS TO PASS IT TO ONE OF HIS SONS. NAJIB,IN ORDER TO SATISFY THE CONSTANT DEMAND FOR MONEY FROM UMNO GOONS, OH SORRY,UMNO WARLORDS, HAD TO FIND MONEY SOMEWHERE.,THUS WAS BORN IMDB.

the ikhwan story

ikhwan, my third son, has always had problems of going to school, earlier on. however it was for just 1 or 2 days, then he will go.matters became critical when he was in form 5 in cyberjaya school. he just absolutely refuse to go at all. my siblings tried to coax him and i could not remember who it was but someone broke down his room door as ikhwan had lock himself in. the schools headmaster and some school friends came to the house to plead with him to go to school. then lo and behold came time for SPM. ikhwan went, sat for the exam and alhamdulillah when the results came out months later, he passed with flying colours. the first sign of a genius!!!!!! why???? it was only a few years later that i found out,through online media, the horrors that government schools have turned into, especially malay and islamic radicalisation. government schools have become horrible places to go to and ikhwan was totally alienated subsequently ikhwan was offered to study at TPM college in bukit jalil on a MARA subsidy.with a promise of further education to the US on a MARA SCHOLARSHIP, in the future. well the subsidy never materialise and no scholarship was forthcoming. now, we know that the MARA arseholes have used most of the education funds to buy property overseas and MARA scholarships are only for children of UMNO AND MARA goons, executives and relatives. fuck MARA. for around 1 to 2 years, ikhwan totally locked himself in his room. ONE DAY, AFTER I HAVE SOLD MY HOUSE IN PULAU MERANTI,IKHWAN ENTERED MY ROOM AND TOLD ME THAT HE wants money to go for further study of australian matriculation at methodist college in brickfields,i subsequently transferred some money to his bank account and followed him to register at methodist college. the rest of it is history or as we now know ikhwan top scored for his australian matriculation at an amazing score of ,i think it was 97%. on the day that he got the result,ikhwan came to my room and gave me a great big hug. i was certain then that ikhwan was going to go overseas for his degree. hold on, not yet, next was his graduation event at methodist college. man, was i surprised. everyone that we met seems to be in awe of ikhwan. at the presentation ceremony, it was ikhwan, ikhwan, ikhwan with his fellow students standing , clapping and celebrating . it was truly ikhwans day and i was lucky enough to be the days proud father and witnessing it in my lifetime. man, ikhwan truely made his mark at methodist college, not only in studies but also in kindness to his comtemporaries and examplar behaviour.all fellow students, lecturers and administrators have nothing but great things to say about ikhwan. ikhwan then proceeded to apply to universities all over the world with the subsequent result of him being accepted by melbourne university, one of the best university in the world. ikhwan applied for MARA scholarship and waited and waited for over a year but fucking shit MARA was only interested in buying property. then came the possibility of being a tutor at his almamater, methodist college. ikhwan was called up for an interview, got himself spruced up , went, waited and waited and waited. ikhwan did not remain idle whilst waiting. he never gave up and kept surfing the net to explore his options. in one of this surfing sessions ALLAH guided ikhwan to the website of leipzig university where he found out that the tuition is free. ikhwan immediately applied whereby he had to undergo a qualification test and breezily sailed through. alhamdulillah, ikhwan was accepted then came the hurdle of the study visa where he had to demonstrate that he has enough money to live for a year. syukur alhamdulillah, ikhwans elder brother, the good doctor iskandar,of selayang hospital, came to the rescue , by taking a personal loan amounting to a sum enough to cover ikhwans living expenses for a year, ADMITTANCE DONE, VISA SECURED, TIME TO BUY THE AIRTICKET. THINGS THEN PROCEEDED PROMPTLY AND ALHAMDULILLAH, PUAM KAM, THE LONG SUFFERING MOTHER, ORGANISED A VERY SPECIAL KENDURI ON THE SUNDAY OF THE EVE OF IKHWANS DEPARTURE TO LEIPZIG. AFTER THE THANKSGIVING KENDURI, LATER ON IN THE EVENING, WE ALL PROCEEDED TO KLIA TO GIVE IKHWAN OUR MOST HEARTFELT SENDOFF AND ALHAMDULILLAH ,IKHWANS UNCLE, IzHAM WAS THERE WITH HIS WIFE TO JOIN US. THE NEXT DAY, A MONDAY 5TH. OCT 2015 OUR DEAR AND MUCH BELOVED IKHWAn WAS IN GERMANY To PURSUE HIS DREAMS OF A NOBEL PRICE, ALHAMDULILLAH, SYUKUR TO ALLAH. WE ALL KNEW IN OUR HEART THAT IT WILL BE A LONG TIME BEFORE IKHWAN COME BACK TO MALAYSIA. DEEP IN MY HEARt, I WISH HIM THE BEST AND ACCEPT THE FACT THAT IKHWAN MAY CARRY ON THE REMAINING YEARS OF HIS LIFE IN GERMANY, LIvING AND WORKING THERE. OUR BEST WISHES TO HIM AND AM ,LOOKING FORwARD TO VISITING HIM IN GERMANY. another great son of malaysia lost to the world because of the stupidity of the malaysian government, fuck UMNO AND THE MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT. LONG LIVE IKHWAN AND MAY HE PROSPER and putup 2 fingers to MARA AND THE MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT. THAT WILL BE THE DAY THAT I WILL SAVOUR EVEN ,MORE THAN THE DAY OF IKHWANS GRADUATION AT METHODIST COLLEGE.INSHAALLAH. IKHWAN, MY GENIUS

schilarship cut, education in malaysia, germAny , ikhwan

each year approximately 500,000 young malaysians sat for their O level equivalent( do not know what it is called now as the morons keep changing it).so news of cut in the government scholarship will very seriously impact the current generation of youths, more unemployed and unemployable youths in the future.the governments excuse is stupid and weak , reality is: money is running out due to rampant corruption and mismanagement. education in malaysia has been downhill since anwar ibrahim became education minister and his bahasa baku, successive ministers have made it worse by flipflopping and moving the goalposts by lowering standards of excellence so as to look good. thus malaysia is now saddled with incompetent educators, , thousands of unemployed youths and an education system which is now deemed to be worse than vietnam. ketuanan melayu has resulted in disbursements of scholarship to UMNO GOONS and not on merit. will stop writing now as i am too pissed with this fucking government to continue