my long suffering better half

what can i say??? she is the best wife anyone could ever have, seriously!!!

my mother is voting PAS

there is no need for me to analyse, ponder or crack my head on which faction is going to win malaysias impending general election, For the first time in her life my dear 78 years old mother is going to vote and she has provided me the answer. she is going to vote for PAS. that could initiate a snowball effect in her realm of formidable ladies of kg melayu kluang johor. so, just maybe, bye bye UMNO, no hard feelings, nothing personal, just business. 55 years overdue

expiation of sins

it took a long time, but now i understand and aacept this stroke that afflicts me, Allah loves me , thus allah is expiating my sins, which would shock my family if only they know, thus saving me from worse suffering in the afterlife, syukur alhamdulillah

boustead - rafizi ramli

i just love the way PKR and especially Mr rafizi is going about in dismantling bousteads deal with UMNO. very clever, strike where it matters, the rotten gains could/or is UMNOS election warchest ??, money plundered from savings of our gallant armed forces.kudos rafizi, as suggested i do hope you will run BANK NEGARA or better still, a TRUTH COmmission

Inabah - pak guru

inspite of more than 10 years devoting his life to his art, the pak guru still has his sense of humour and excels in banter in his morning breakfast sessions with very close friends and followers. i was lucky enough to join these morning breakfast sessions wherein one was able to glimpse the REAL pak guru, a man of intense devotion to his art, a man who enjoys his food and a very down to earth guy who enjoys the occasional banter,why in one morning i heard him cracking a joke, the malay version of the 2 siblings fighting over their mothers breast and whereby the father ended up dead, a joke that i had heard of before at the Lake Club. what a breath of fresh air???, compare this to many who has just immerse themselves in the depth of islam and whose only utterances are cannot, cannot and mashaallah., in order to just justify their islamic credentials, and became a bore to all .

how to handle bodoh sombong

i now badly, need guidance on how to handle people who are bodoh sombong, where before i would snap, the new me would just demur patiently, however, it is so difficult, i feel the rage in my internals. hpw do i let it out????

no pain no gain

whoever coined the phrase no pain no gain must have been afflicted by stroke as everytime i feel gripping pain after walking a little bit,i feel much better after the pain subsides with the feeling that i have gained some improvement in my walking recovery. this must be the main reason scientists still have no cure for stroke, this very truly amazing phenomenon whereby pain translate into meaningful cure.

inabah healthy meals

be it either fish. meat or chicken inabah meals as dished out by kak anis are always accompanied by a generous helping of vegetables, ulam and sambal belacan. very very tasty and healthy. fortifying these is mus and his rgt1 per slice of fruits. meals are good there

nanti sat

my slightly more than 1 month stay in kedah had the side benefit of making me understand the concept of nanti sat, which i now realise can mean 1 second or 1 year. bloody kedahans!!!

inabah gestapo

amongst the pegawai, 3 were of the over-zealous kind,

inabah teraphy

after 32 days in inabah i would hasten to conclude that the daily teraphy from 3am to 10 pm of mandi taubat, prayers and zikir are very good and effective, especially its minimalist assertion, none of the complexities that most have heard in other places, emphasis is on solat sunat and zikir, simple, although the early morning bath can be chilling

mahathir - punishment

i must say that i am overjoyed by all the various forms of punishment suggested to be meted upon mahathir. however, i personally feel that we should not waste too much time on this. i think the best thing to do would be to make barry wains book on mahathir part of the school curriculum, with updated chapters on the RCI. this will ensure that forever this vile man will be malaysia's bogeyman.i think that is more than enough

mahathir

the old man must be squirming now as a result of the sabah RCI, great

inabah -the shortcoming

if anything and with a heavy heart, the only shortcoming of inabah, it is the lack of leadership among the second echelon after the pak guru, the eldest daughter, intan,has her limitations and her husband, pak agung, lacking very much the social skills so abundantly possessed by the pak guru, and sadly below that, having to revert to ex-inmates as the so-called pegawai, very dedicated and god fearing individuals who are lacking in professionalism and training in administering a rehabilitation centre, but totally suitable, being cheap and wholly devoted in their jobs,

inabah

totaly cut-off, no communications it is the boredom that gets to me

inabah

i had a vision of a place ran by very devotedly religious soul and sessions of islamic philosophical discussions, a place much like in the movie shangri-la. alas it is not, it is a place that the pak guru had nurtured from nothing to a sanctuary with immense potential over a period of almost 20 years. Due to compromises made for the sake of economics and reality of life in this world, inabah falls short in various measures, nevertheless with some small adjustments, specifically of the mind, i can see inabah developing into a haven on earth for lost souls like me and the recovering inmates, of which there were around 70 at the time of my stay, malay muslim boys who unfortunately had deviated from the norm , had been punished mainly by imprisonment and who were now spiritedly endeavouring to return to the true path of islam. who unreservedly adulates the pak guru.

my inabah sojourn

i went with an open mind and came back much the wiser, again , it was patience, that had been my scourge,however crucial it had been in my career as a contractor, lack of patience had been my downfall. with this understanding and WMD, i am looking forward to a more serene life. inshaallah

my inabah sojourn

at the end of last year,i made a conscious decision to spend 1 month in inabah in kuala nerang, kedah, a rehabilitation centre for drug addicts,that embrace the islamic concepts of tasawwuf and thoriqat methodology,this with a view for me to get closer to ALLAH and to make sense of my life to date, before death renders it too late. alhamdulillah , i made it and now am back in klang valley under the protective bosom of my dear wife