out -islamasizing

it is sad, to see UMNO and PKR trying to outislamsize each other, just using islam as a tool to deride each other and fool the masses, giving leeways to all those little naspoleons in the AIS to create their empires, sad

progress

alhamdulillah, yesterday, 25th. sept 2011 is a major milestone, as i had lunch and dinner at home, the first sunday in a long long time that meals were available at home.
the day inauspiciously began joltingly for me, as after my morning walk whilst resting at the cafe i had a feeling that my limbs were just dangling from my frame, no tension, nothing at all, totally relaxed. nevertheless, i continued my daily walking regime and surprise, surprise, my walking seems easier.alhamdulillah so what happened and what was that tensionless feeling, OLD AGE????

karnival usahawan desa. (KUD)

credit to the government and especially KKLW for organising this fair for all those budding usahawan. personally, i am disappointed that the much anticipated government incentive is a meagre rgt 50 million.whilst we unnecessarily splash billions on submnarines, a new palace, etc. why such a small allocation. entrepreneurs are the soul of a nation, it is through their dreams and struggles that a nation marks itself, in the onwards march to development .should be rgt 1 billion, in my opinion.

recovery - update

it has been a long time since my last posting. alhamdulillah, i am still alive, still struggling hard to recover, but i have given up on the ceragem and limited my teraphy to prayers and supplications to allah and walking around.i can now walk around with a limp, like a zombie, step by painful step.nevertheless, there is progress, syukur alhamdullilah to ALLAH for granting me these minute improvements. by way of measurement, it now takes me only around 8 to 10 minutes to walk to the cafe where before it took me 15 minutes.my target is now 5 minutes by the end of this year, inshaallah. still no improvement in my affected left hand, though

another lunchless day

looks like another day without lunch today

my haj

regretfully, i have had to postpone my haj for various reasons, but primarily, i had been misled by tabung haji travel whose officials had earlier assured of my eligibility to go. subsequently to my disappointment,and a slight relief, i was told that my eligibility is only in 2013. see, even though TH travel is part of tabung haji,haj eligibility is still controlled by tabung haji, just that if one take a THtravel package, ones chances of jumping the queue is good, leaving open opportunities for abuse.therein lies the human failure in the tabung haji system inspite of all their good work. i am looking at the positive side of this setback:-
1. i am not physically ready to go to haj and have another approx. 700 days to enhance my recovery. alhamdulillah.
2. inshallah, the much talked about improvement in the HAJ INFRASTRUCTURE should be more established by 2013.
3. my tabung haji savings is a great safety net for my current cashflow predicament.
4. inshaallah, all the outstanding earthly matters will resolve itself by oct 2013, allowing me to go with a peace of mind.

renungaN :- this is the tabung haji system , money talks , not enough money, no haj, sad