lyanne cafe challenge trophy

alhamdulillah, last night, lyanne cafe was jam-packed, for the first round of the lyanne cafe karaoke competition challenge trophy. what a night!. the finals shall be on the 28th. may together with the chamnpions league final. am expecting a full house till 5 am.

abandoned - again

it is the loneliness, stupid, this is the killer, not the sex, i can always have oral sex, ie. i just think and talk about it.

sore muscles, ligaments

last wednesday i had 2 teeth taken out and another 1 on friday, thats 3 rotten teeth out, looks like i may need a denture. since the first extraction, i have had a mild fever and my affected muscles and ligaments have been flaring up, sorely painful. it is a good healing sign a few more days it should go away. inshaallah

abandoned - again

the cause of our current conflict is her demand for money, which i have refused to entertain. my obligation as a husband is to provide her with food and accomodation,i.e. messing. as for clothing, she has more than enough clothing to dress the entire town of probolinggo. so why want money more????

haj- out of stupor

like a runaway train, the realisation that i may yet, inshaallah, perform my haj this year, today yanked me out of my mental preoccupation with trying to recover from my stroke, my trials and tribulations with my other half, and my nascent cafe and logistics and roti lempeng business. ya allah, i may yet,inshaallah, be in mecca for wuquf this november. could this be my last chance to redeem my life??? i must now focus on this journey 101% prepare myself mentally and physically in all manners that i am able to

death

a very terrible and lonely saturday for me. death of my golfing idol, seve ballasteros and the mother of my closest friend now, adnan. still no sign of my other half. am listening all day to koran recitals in my efforts to calm down and fend myself against stresses

ROTI LEMPENG

after 4 months, the roti lempeng business has now attained a momentum of it
's own and inshaallah very soon it would lift off into the stratosphere. demand has been good.

NATO(NO ACTION,TALK ONLY) &HIPPOCRATES

NATO AND HIPPOCRATES ARE MY ALLTIME PET HATE TYPE OF PEOPLE.HOW I ENDEDUP WITH ONE COULD NOT BE A BETTER MANIFESTATION OF MY WEAKNESS OF CHOOSING A PARTNER. FUNNY, ONLY IN THE TWILIGHT OF MY LIFE , THIS FACT STARES AT ME VERY GLARINGLY.

revenge

against who????. there are 3 candidates,2 of which are not worth the time and effort to dwell on as they surely have a direct flight to hell. just looking out from heaven with a great smirk on my face would be revenge enough. the remaining one deserves to be taught a lesson. how????. watch this space and keep coming back, it should unfold before the end of the year, inshaallah. allahuakbar!allahuakbar!allahuakbar!