coming to april

april always remind me of the dallas cheerleaders, april is here, time has passed very quickly, i have been busy in my efforts to walk, there has been progress, the shakes are gone, maybe the leg muscles are stronger, alhamdulillah, it's just the automaticity, that's gone, will it ever come back???pavlov would be my role model, repetition, repetition, train the muscles, well walking attempt continuously.that is already syukur alhamdulillah. i have also kept myself busy in trying to raise financing for the batik business. after having visited several banks, i now understand why malays are a failure in banking, the very idea of lending money is to the malays akin to saya tolong anda, jadi anda kena menyembah and kiss my ass. the chinese, no, they are in banking for the art of business, i lend you money, i make money, the more i lend you, the more i make, you are my client, go ahead, work your ass off and then pay me. guarantor??, what for???. come on baby borrow more, don't care whether you are bumi or not, just make money and pay me...